First photo was when I hit my first weight loss goal (50lbs loss) on my 21st birthday. The right photo is me today after eating a box of mac n’ cheese (160lbs loss) all in moderation!
So I forgot to do a month progress picture this time around so I threw up a quick one. In the first picture I wasn’t actually at my biggest, I had already lost about 50 pounds, but this is my up to day 140 pound loss (10stone) which was my original goal when i started 2 years ago, i’ve done it and i’m extremely proud of myself, it takes a lot emotionally to understand yourself, and although I haven’t talked about my feelings nearly enough I think I’ve made some progress from where i was. I found who I am in the fog and shit of the person I pretended I was. I still have some weight to lose but at least now its all down to when and not if.
So first of all, I don’t class my blog as a thinspo blog, a weight loss blog or even a healthy eating/living blog. I made this to be my internet scrapbook of things that make me feel like getting up in the morning and carrying on day to day. it’s my motivation blog and what ever makes me motivated and thankful I will post on here so when i do have a shit day I hit archive and realise all the good shit i’ve been thorough and when. now i’ve got out the way, yes i’m gonna do a weight loss challenge, i don’t expect to change much over the next 30 days but i think answering the questions will make me feel more confident and happier about where i am and where I was. first post will be soon. HOLLA
I don’t want to look at a size 8 girl telling me she looks fat, it pisses me of. talking about weekly fasts and juice fads. how about you just look after yourself and let your body do the rest… being thin aint that important if you feel lightheaded getting out of bed bitch, move aside and eat a burger. i’m pretty sure your other half would prefer a rounder figure and a healthier person, than a thiner person with no energy and/or life.
I feel as if i should put up something weightloss related seeing as this is an inspo blog for myself so boom! Body Space is awesome for keeping track of progress
9 stone down (126lbs) still a bit more to go, thought i’d do a quick update. hopfully i’ll reach my weight goal by new year! I’m going to find out more about surgery as well and if i’ll need it! ehehhehehe
started the week at 257.2 and i’m down to 251.6, thats a shock. I guess not weighing myself as often has a positive effect on my diet! also I’ve stopped protein shakes and have just started eating whole foods?
This mean’s all together I’ve lost over 9 stone since i started looking after myself. I hope one day soon I can talk comfortably about the problems I had and this things I went through but for now I’ll still keep them to myself as a secret inspiration. I feel privileged to have the chance to look after myself. not many people can do that and no I don’t blame it all on laziness, some people emotionally just can’t. it’s not easy! it’s mentally changeling and you go through more up here (points at head) than you might see in your body. baby steps players, baby steps thats all it is. don’t go trying to re-invent the wheel also. mother nature isn’t stupid and neither are you. do what your body tells you. not you’re brain.
that’s not bad given I had to also loose the 5 pounds I gained on holiday, I’m chuffed proud of my mate tom aswell LIFTING LIKE A FUCKING TANK! will upload some lifting stats later on, i hope I can get stronger while dieting and not weaker… hmmm
Big or Small!
P.s Carbs are for Cat ladies. (but not really, don’t be mad at me potato)