So I forgot to do a month progress picture this time around so I threw up a quick one. In the first picture I wasn’t actually at my biggest, I had already lost about 50 pounds, but this is my up to day 140 pound loss (10stone) which was my original goal when i started 2 years ago, i’ve done it and i’m extremely proud of myself, it takes a lot emotionally to understand yourself, and although I haven’t talked about my feelings nearly enough I think I’ve made some progress from where i was. I found who I am in the fog and shit of the person I pretended I was. I still have some weight to lose but at least now its all down to when and not if. 

Nov 9th • Tagged: fat weight loss weight weightloss love loss motivation motivate inspiration inspire inspirational low carb low carb paleo mydamnface • Notes: 43

I’ve had real shit past couple of days, hating on myself over and over, so this morning i go and lay downstairs to chill out and my dog comes and lays on me like this (she does it most days but today i noticed it more) but it made me realise laying around moping about how miserable i am isn’t going to fix the fact i’m miserable. I need to just keep motoring on because i’ve got some goals to hit! thanks Cali

Sep 9th • Tagged: cali my dog love hating haters gonna hate man the fuck up • Notes: 1